Te Quiero

Talking to my co-worker Berkeley made me feel better about the whole awkwardness last night. I've been drinking way too much coffee and haven't felt very grounded (no pun intended). After work today I got my nails done with Maya and we're planning on leaving for San Luis tomorrow after I get off work (around four). I should be working with Syam tomorrow for a half hour before I leave...I have this odd feeling like I want to please the guy. That needs to stop! Berkeley say's I should keep trying to get to know him as a friend and see how it goes. I can't help but take it personally that he hasn't picked up many of the bones I've thrown his way...and I should be patient and just be okay with where I'm at. I need to find and establish a routine that I like...and go back to working and not caring what anyone thinks (cough, like this guy). I feel a little lonely and depressed...soon to pass I guess.